Fear sucks. When no matter what you do it's never good enough. No matter where you go, you are disliked. Or people look at you and judge. They discriminate against you. The same people that cry fair for all and whine when people dont agree with them, those people discriminate against me. Then you have medical conditions people dont understand so you get discriminated for that as well. People say, oh grow up, just go do it. Well it's not just that fucking easy. No matter where you go, no one will hire you. Because you are a bit quirky they assume things about you. Or that you stayed single all these years. They just dont understand that when you've lost all hope that there is no point in it. While Facebook was great for most, all it did for me was show me how much people hate me. People from my past that I thought I'd reconnect with, all high and mighty now. I wouldn't want to go hanging out with them anyways, just thought it would be nice to see what people are up...